I haven't been able to run "well" since March. Even going out for short quick runs has been causing strain on my left calf.
Super bummer!
Especially when 2012 was filled with running. Running was my job, my gift, my passion. It's what I spoke about at each speaking engagement.
Being a long distance runner, I thought I knew what was going on with my leg, each time I would access and diagnose the situation, "Maybe it's my tendon, a hair line fracture or perhaps a muscle tear. You know, all the running you did last year probably was the result of this."
And thus was the cycle I fell into. I call it "The dangerous cycle of an injured long distance runner." (insert dramatic music here).
- Injury accrued.
- Attempt to run.
- Re-injure or strain whatever was previously injured or strained.
- Evaluate, asses and diagnose the pain as if you were a doctor.
- Attempt to run.
- Re-Re-injure or strain.
- Say you are going to "Rest." (Codeword for I'm going to bike, swim, walk, jumping jacks)
- Attempt to run.
- Re-Re-Re-injure or strain.
- ... and so on and so on
I don't know if it is pride, ego, or unawareness; what I should have done in March was go to the doctor, but I didn't. I thought I could fix it, and was completely naive, thinking I knew what was wrong with my body. I mean seriously, if I could spend a year on the road, running up to 55 miles pushing a 150 gear cart, couldn't I figure out what was wrong with my lower leg? I sustained very few injuries on the Awake My Sole journey, and now I can't even go for a 2 mile run without my leg feeling strained.
After moping and complaining about not being able to run, my incredible wife shared some words of wisdom with me, "Doctors go to school to figure out how to asses and diagnose injuries."
I gave in and finally went in to the doctor. Six months later.
I entered the doctor's office. At most, waited for about 5 minutes. Filled out some forms. The doctor asked me to walk around the office. Observed my stride and patterns. Put me on a bench and moved my leg, asked if it hurt when she moved it a certain way. I told her when it hurt. Brought me off the bench and said:
"You have a strained Peroneus Longus muscle. You need to stop turning your left foot outwards when you run, turn it in straight ahead, and you need to walk from your heal of your foot to the toe of your foot, not to roll on the outside of your foot. That should help."That was it! In less than 15 minutes, my injury was assessed, diagnosed and what the next steps for treatment were.
It's been a humbling process.
So, I've been walking 30 minutes every day with my left foot turned in. Hope to be back and running soon, and thus blogging too.
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| this "thank you" goes out to Charity for assessing and diagnosing my leg. |
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| The Road ahead |
